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Sitting here and waiting from you to come home from work always gets me thinking. Right now all I can think about is happy thoughts about you, with you, and thinking of our future. In January it will be our 4 years being together and thinking about a year from then we will not only be celebrating 5 years but we will be getting married. I’m so excited it makes me feel like the first time I met you and when we will meet up again. I love you so much baby and I seriously couldn’t imagine life without you. I have accomplished so much with you in my life that I don’t know where I would be right now. You are one of the reasons I applied to CSUN and will soon be graduating with my Bachelors there. I moved to the Valley and have been here already for 2 years. I got the job I’ve had for those 2 years now and loving every day of it. I’m becoming more involved and setting myself up for the opportunities to make myself shine for Grad school. But at the end of the day you give me hope and love. And without that I would be a mess. You give me the strength that I need when I’m feeling my worst and being let down by the people I thought would never do so.

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So Michael and I decided back in late sept early Nov to invite our family to our place. When I talked to my parents individually about it my mom was so down! And when I talked to my dad he said that my sisters boyfriend had a basketball game but he will see what happens. Really dad? A boyfriends basketball game is more important than family? But okay. So when we finally confirmed it was definitely at our house I mentioned it again to my parents and told them I hope my grandma doesn’t get mad since she host every year. Both parents were like who cares. Anyways the days get closer and we went out for my brothers birthday. That is when my sisters boyfriends basketball came up and my dad said it got cancelled but my brother said otherwise. Now this was a little sketchy. We talked about thanksgiving and everyone seemed excited. A couple days later I called my dad for an unrelated question. I mentioned btw Michaels nieces and nephews are coming over to. And before I mentioned that he told me my mom wasn’t coming because she felt bad we weren’t going to my grandmas. She could have mentioned that the other day when we were talking about it. I’m sure she didn’t just think of going last minute. And he said well he was going for sure. By the end of the conversation he told me just to host Michaels family and maybe they will see us later. This made me very upset because he was trying to tell me that we wouldn’t have any room which for him I not seeing my place since I put furniture he doesn’t know how big or small my place is. But whatever. I’m crying and pissed but I’m not going to make them come. As days get closer he keeps asking if we need help. No! I constantly replied. A couple days before I spoke to my mom and called her out for not telling me she was coming, when this happened she told me a whole different story my dad had told her and that my grandma talked to us and we were going. All fake btw. So my mom said well we will go over for dessert. (Supposedly) that’s what my dad had told me the plan was.my parents never showed up and I just spent it with my boyfriends family.
I spoke to my younger sister that night and found out that my parents went to her boyfriends game. But…..wasn’t that game cancelled. Well for me that was the story that was told and I think just told so I wouldn’t find out. Fuck that! My own family left me and lied. When I called out my dad over it, I never heard back from him. Fuck it, I guess I know what my family is all about and who is important. The all star and my younger sister.

matthewsagan:

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walking to the toilet after he nuts inside you

This website needs to be completely destroyed. The servers need to be razed to the ground and everyone who has had any involvement with it needs to be euthanized. Even delete every sign of it from the Wayback Machine. There should be nothing left. Nothing.

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streetraht:

when Miley Cyrus takes you to her favorite restaurant and you dont know what to eat

Rebel Wilson’s face in the background haha

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Soo.. not many know but I have moved out of my parent’s house. Ended up moving with my boyfriend. I’m very happy to say I feel great having my own place. It’s still a process of getting use to everything but good things take time. I feel great calling a place my own. Decorating it the way I want and buy my own furniture. Yeah sure it is expensive living on my owe but it’s all good. What’s a little tough is not having people to just go over their house down the street and hang out but eh what are you gonna do? I currently brought Michael’s dog, which I am happy to call mine now is living with me and is here keeping me company while Michael is fighting fires. It’s taking a little while to get use to it but he is doing really well, just have to learn each others routines and adjust. I think this is for the better. For my health emotionally. I just need to cut ties. Don’t get me wrong. I love my family but me moving out didn’t really seem to put a toll on them. As soon as I moved out my mom changed the whole bedroom and I say made it more convenient for Erica’s arrival with her boyfriend. But she claims she just did it because there was no point in having the 2 bed boards there. haha whatever. Sometimes I feel like they were waiting for me to move out. But don’t be cry and complaining when I don’t come around as often as I use to. It is what it is folks. But oh well. And what makes me mad and helps me not go back was the fact that I told my dad let me know if anything goes on Monday (Labor day) and ill go over. I found out through my mom’s Instagram that they took my grandma out for her birthday and didn’t invite me. But if it was Erica it would be a different story. Of course the wouldn’t admit that.